FortuneWish

For a while now I have been playing around with being a writer... it's one of my passions in life. To write down my thoughts and imagination down. To tell someone my multiple stories about daring adventures, slices of life tales, my play's that I want to show you and most of all the art work that I want to have with it...

I wish I had the talent for it like some people have. But instead I practice and train hard to be one of my better selves on paper.

soon I want to publish a story about my characters on deviant art... but I was always scared of making it too dull and boring, uninteresting and I would just sound like a wannabe... but sometimes I slap myself in my head and go into general mode...

That is an alternative characteristic of me that sometimes pops up. He tells me that I want to get things dome fast and I want them done well! He usually screams at me allot... but he never shows's up when I need him, like when doing homework...  sadistic bastard...

then I start... and I usually work hard, but since English isn't my native languish then I have constant trouble in that area... but grammar problem along with my stories are the least of my problems... because WHY IS ENGLISH SO EASY TO SPEAK BUT SO HARD TO WRITE!!!?

Oh, oh my please pardon my outburst there... but it's true. For those who didn't learn it from birth it can get difficult...

And for another part am always so worried that I make them a little too Mary-sue/Gary stu... I try as hard as I can to make them be at their best behavior, but I am always worried...  then again, I just perhaps just need to get my act together and be confident...

Yep.... just another rant... I'm sorry

there is nothing good about my time today,  i doupt that anyone here would eb that bad to have a virus installed somewhere on deviantart. so im not sying that anyone would ever do that here, but for real who would think it funny to nearly erase your hard-drive.

someone, somewhere in this damn world sent me a virus... it slowed it down extreamly and about two min left me with a hard drive i need to have repared now thanks to some jackass that lives in this world... i am not satisfied with this you idiots!!

now i ight have to pay a fortune witch i have to take out on a lone that will haunt me for the rest of my life! and i will write somesort of begging note and come on my knees to my father an ask if i could borrow his large windows 6 computer... =.= then i had to go to my friend to help me pay for this shit!... i never knew living on your own would be so hard... especially when you have a job that you have to work mostly in the computer... no funny world! not funny...

but i mean it had to be my fault really... i must have done something clicked on something wrong or maybe downloaded something that made this happen... i can be a little dump around the internet... ........... no nononononononoNO!!

this is not fair! now i cant post my pictured and finish all the storied i had planned!! i had a bunch of drawings  that i had to put on deviantart... *sad face*




wow... i feel much better after i ranted for a while here...it worked BETTER!!

Well now... this is my second journal entry... i don't really know what to say.  but just hear me out!

My school is holding its opening ceremony tomorrow morning and i am just dreading to go... i don't want school to begin, there is nothing but snot nosed brats that go there. And they don't even talk to me. But why do i car they don't talk to me=i don't talk to them...

Well i do have a relatively nice friends there... they are the people ii hang out with every day. But fortunately, we are stamped as 'losers'. And that's great! I wouldn't have it anyway other. Why would i want to fit in? I am perfectly happy being labeled like that XD

Why am i happy being labeled as a loser?  Well that the thing, it's not a label. It's my way of keeping unwanted visitors out of my life. The once that don't deserve to know my true side. My dark side that loves the horrors in this word and a horribly black humor. the happy wild side of me that dances and sings in the shower every day and when done, goes into the living room and plays music and dances around naked. The smart side of me, which has a foolproof plan of taking over the world. And then the side of me that i show on every day basis just isn't me. oh no. the sexist gild that the guys grew up with is a thick headed gild who loves boys...and by boys then i mean is the queen of a harem of anime boys and bitches, as i believe most of us are ^-^ i will be doing art about it. I would like to do something about his,

I have an undying love for yaoi. And my favorite parings would go all over the place; in one piece i love Ace more than anything in the world.  MarcoXace... AceXluffy... AceXOC... every thing... but though personally i don't mind any paring. Yaoi or Yuri or straight. It's all love! I even think that i am a little bit bisexual myself. <3 well then i think i would do some fan art about my favorite parings. I will certainly try, i have to practice, and i will! No school is going to stop me from becoming an artist!

Hi there... what's up? Oh forget it i have no idea what to do with these journals things... haha. Well and because of that I'm just gonna tell you   some stuff about me ok?

Ok so i am an artist... or a hope to be in the future. I am a junior high student on my last year. And i hope to travel the world, as for my fandom's (because let's just face it Anime makes everything better) i love everything! Right now i just started watching Air gear, I'm watching one piece, finished watching ouran high school host club and soul eater. Well i don't know if it's any of you business but hey it's nice to share ^-^
I draw all the time. It's actually a problem with me in school. Thousand text books and thousand pictures... it's a real problem you know. I prefer drawing with pencils and colored pencils. Also with markers and stuff. I'm not weary good with the digital art. But i am practicing.  

Well as for my drawing stile i draw anime and manga. I try to draw realistic but the thing is i just don't have enough patience...

I have several OC's my favorite is my name say. Her name is fortune and I'm gonna be using her allot. My other one is Kirara and i use her in a one piece fanfick that I'm still writing.  But then my newest OC is Tristan in a book is working on. I'm most likely going to be working with them allot on this profile. As well as for my friends OC's. Cuse there awesome.  The amazing lady's breadling-chan and Nin Nin neco-chan are my fortunes best friends. As well as their creators are my best friends. How awesome is that!

Well that's that i suppose... i hope you won't kill me, ('cuse i might send some 'inappropriate' picks.